it's a wrap!

just another manic monday…

too good to be true

I woke up feeling emotionally, physically, mentally drained. The pale, golden sun was partially hidden behind some fuzzy coluds, it looks almost ethereal. Almost like the picture below.

I had difficulty coming down from the slippery slope without missing a step and bashing my arms, legs and head in the process.

Well, it’s time to wake up and smell the roses. I call this month my November dream. Often when people say, it’s too good to be true, it often is.

But when this is put into context where the almighty God is concerned, once again, it’s a battle between the heart and mind.

The disappointed heart says, “You just don’t get it do you? It’s not going to happen, wake up from dreamland. Just when you start to think that it’s too good to be true, well, it IS!”

The logical mind says, “Why would God do that? He’s not a person who takes matters of the heart lightly. He’s no prankster. Why would He pull something like that on me? It does not fit His character.”

The heart, “Ahh, forget it, all those years and tears come to naught. Just let it go, it is never going to come true. It’s too good to be true.”

The mind responds, “You’re right, it’s too good to be true. With Him, if you think it’s too good to be true, it’s probably going to be better.”

I sound too optimistic for my own good, don’t I? Well, I’m not a naturally optimistic person. Then, I am probably a really stubborn person? Yeah, that I may be. But in certain situations, I take a bite, and refuse to let go like a Rottweiler even though I get shaken and bumped around like a mere rat is because, I really do know that it is going to get better. Shiatz…I don’t make sense.

Honestly I do not know how conviction happens, but if there’s somebody being tasked to do this, I would like to crush him at times and then give him a really huge hug. *Contradictory.

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